As I manage to make my way through one week after another, I pop into BCNA, to say hi to a few people and have flash backs of last year.
Having been recently asked "Did having Breast Cancer change you?" I replied "I dont think so, perhaps a little less superficial." There is definatley a life before Cancer and one after whether we notice/recognide it or not. How can you ever just go back to who you once were. I am a lot less carefree, and optimistic I think, and yet each day we swing between "soldier" mode and "I wish I could turn back time".
I am still optimistic about finishing my study, and hope one day I can have a full time job again. ( a lack of full time work available in Launceston). I am still growing my hair and most of all I hope like hell I dont get cancer back. I manage to put that out of my mind and focus on day to day stuff.
One day at a time, that is all I do!
Wishing you all a healthier life.