The mountains are steep and covered in fresh white snow. There no ski trails. They're invitingly accessible to husband John and me - and we constantly accept their invitation.
Third generation breast cancer . . . in 2000 I found a lump - diagnosis and lumpectomy were performed immediately. This nuisance cancer, although expected, was still a shock. Radiation and chemo were oka...ay - not my choice of a life experience.
Cancer wasn't my choice, especially when four and a half years later the opposite breast had to be removed. I'd been living a normal life, coping with changes, sweats, fatigue and forgetfulness believing it was solely me. I gave up work not to inconvenience employers with constant absences - I lived on Groote Eylandt (Northern Territory) and had to fly 600 kms to Darwin for chemo . . . plus a sojourn in Sydney for ray treatment, alone, as we couldn't afford the fare and accommodation for John.
During treatment I completed a master's degree, writing about indigenous women's hunting, participating with supportive friends in the exhilarating experience.
After reconstructive surgery and inconsiderate staph infections, we made it through. Annual check-up time gives me the horrors, depressive uncertainty steps in - the world is not privy to that. Why? I believe a positive approach is most important.
John and I both enjoy outdoor activities - tennis, squash, swimming and skiing - a positive and healthy existence. It's not easy; I tire quickly, especially skiing with a week's supply of food on my back.
Friends were often scared of 'that word' - they didn't understand. They saw me engaged in activities - living normally. I believe faith in God enabled me, not convicted me.
We left Groote (sadly) and started a new life - a house of our own, a glass cabinet with our treasures, and a wonderful view of the Snowy Mountains; we are living - the world is too beautiful to ignore. We are making new friends and enjoying their company.
My body in tatters I am walking mountains, and trust my example will inspire others to keep living.
--Chris
